Heart pursuit in progress! But my target's a little goofy, and makes me think of this song. XD

 

Romance is kicking meh ARSE. XD I'm being pulled in four directions:

The Ex - Hinting at getting back together
The Conference Buddy - Guy from a town out in the middle of nowhere who keeps sending me texts saying he's looking forward to seeing me
The Long-Term Crush - Been after this guy for two years, and he's sending me mixed signals like mad
The Sweet Newbie - Just met 'em last weekend, but there's definite chemistry and some huge 'I'M INTERESTED' signs

Why can't my life be easy? 

On a similar note, failing English. Miz C accuses me of missing assignments. I'm totally 'WTF?' on the matter.

Hoping to whatever god listens to me that I can somehow make it up.

My life seriously sucks. 

I met a really fantastic guy a while back, and we really hit it off. There was a spark and connection like nothing I've ever felt before. And he was actually interested too, so we decided to become a couple.

Then, after maybe 23 hours of being together, his morals kick in and suddenly I'm left with a heartache that has made me cry more bitterly and often than anything else in my life. I've cried fourteen times today alone, for goodness' sake...

And now, after talking to him again and trying to maybe tiptoe back into a relationship, hints are dropped that he didn't drop me because of morals, but because of lack of interest.

Someone hand me a patch and a needle. I have to stitch up the hole where my heart used to be.

Sooooo I'm sick again. My immune system seriously sucks. It's been threatening to knock me on my ass for weeks now. I'm just surprised it took so long. And I'm sure the whole shindig thing Saturday didn't help hold off the plague. XD To summarize that particular shindig: 12 teens, 4 hours, 2 rooms, 1 party. XD I'll give more details later maybe.

Also, my favorite artist ever is leaving dA. ;.; She's been catching a lot of flack from idiots there, so I don't blame her, but I'm still sad. She's moving everything into a group on here, but group membership is really hard to attain... ._.;;; *is rather invisible to Miss Divine* Wish me luck! 

I'm having trouble defining my own heart lately. I'm in a relationship, but there a few people I've known for longer, who I'd honestly jump at the chance to be with. I'm such a horrible person... *covers head with arms* ;.;

(As a side note, I couldn't decide which mood I should use. XD Most of the S's applied.)

Yarks... Not much to say. Fairly normal day. Tired as hell, but that's okay. Tomorrow's Picture Day. Wish Medusa luck, eh? XDD 

Also, been listening to Nightmare Before Christmas music like crazy. NO idea why.

I'm sooooo sick of school.... x.x  Lit especially. I'd take double doses of ANY of my other classes to get out of Lit.  Miz C is seriously starting to piss me off. Hell, the whole Lit DEPARTMENT is. Buncha shite-for-brains, the lot of them.

My day sucked in general actually. The best part was Physics when I was playing with Larkykins pictures, and ATTEMPTING Absinthe. I'll try Vodka and Whiskey later. They are hard suckers to draw. -____-

I'm about to beat my stepsister into a pulp if she doesn't quit acting like she's Queen of the Fucking Household. If she's gonna move in with her mom, she better do it damned quick, before I knock the shit out of her. She acts like her life is so damned hard, when in fact she gets everything she wants and is treated like a little princess by the adults. And she's a drama queen to boot. 

Today, we were heading to the store to grab stuff for my mom. She listens to her mp3 player the whole way there and gets pissy with me when I ask her to take it off before we go into the store. Her response: "What crawled up your ass?"

Biiiiiitch.... 

Well, I shall stop complaining now. On to better things. I might post again later, purely to balance out the bad karma of this venting post.

So I'm just kinda chilling out here... Literally. My house is FREEZING. I'm in a hoodie, long socks, under a blanket, with kitties warming my lap, and I'm STILL cold.  I love autumn, but damn if I don't hate the fact our AC overcompensates when the weather starts cooling down.

On more amusing notes, I luffles The Prince of Egypt, even though it's technically a religious movie. But the music is awesome. *a sucker for musicals*

Also, my honey and I are apparently AMAZINGLY in-tune with each other's brain. I pick up the phone all of a heartbeat before it plays that oh-so-special ringtone, and thoughts of Lark were plucked from my twisted brain by that wonderful honey of mine. Normal? Probably not. Freaky? A little. Proof that this relationship is gonna be hella long lasting? OH HELLS YES.

How the hell did I end up on LJ again? Oh yes... S'ruh dearest... >> 

Anyway, I'm here. Again. 

... Dammit.